Another blessing
November 12 2015
I’m so grateful I have the opportunity this month to earn enough money to get through both November and December. I’ll have to budget carefully but I’m very happy about this.
I checked with Social Security and they do not need any additional documentation to make a decision about my benefits. That means the benefits should start in February.
Mom’s liver has started to develop bile duct obstructions but she does not seem to be in any pain from it so Michael and I have decided to leave well enough alone. The only treatments available these days involve surgery and in her mental state, surgery is not a good option.
It makes me sad that there is nothing to be done about this new development in Mom’s health but it also brought me face to face with the fact that I have been secretly hoping for a miracle cure. And now I must accept that is not going to be forthcoming. Even knowing that it would be a blessing if she died and were released from the prison she is in; I am still grieved to even consider her death. I can’t resolve this at all.
The lines are slowly getting learned and I am slowly getting excited at the prospect of performing it. I also want to get a new headshot done and see if I can get some film work going locally. Would be nice.
I’m so grateful I have the opportunity this month to earn enough money to get through both November and December. I’ll have to budget carefully but I’m very happy about this.
I checked with Social Security and they do not need any additional documentation to make a decision about my benefits. That means the benefits should start in February.
Mom’s liver has started to develop bile duct obstructions but she does not seem to be in any pain from it so Michael and I have decided to leave well enough alone. The only treatments available these days involve surgery and in her mental state, surgery is not a good option.
It makes me sad that there is nothing to be done about this new development in Mom’s health but it also brought me face to face with the fact that I have been secretly hoping for a miracle cure. And now I must accept that is not going to be forthcoming. Even knowing that it would be a blessing if she died and were released from the prison she is in; I am still grieved to even consider her death. I can’t resolve this at all.
The lines are slowly getting learned and I am slowly getting excited at the prospect of performing it. I also want to get a new headshot done and see if I can get some film work going locally. Would be nice.