Ah well, some times waiting is good
September 4 2015
And now that I have decided to take that job - the company has not confirmed the offer. I’ll just keep on looking. I’ll also see if I can get a decent photo taken and send that off to 800casting and to Ericarvold casting. Perhaps I can get some acting jobs. Perhaps not.
I will be working a lot this month and I like that. The clean out via KonMari continues with the desk and kitchen being the next targets. I need to go out and review Dennis’ wiki site and see if I do want to get involved in on web production and story development. Could be interesting.
I bought a new tote today. In the past I have generally made my purchases based on the price and so I often buy things that will “do” rather than something I really like. Today I bought a tote that I truly like but that will also serve my purpose. It will hold a lunch, my wallet, the kindle & phone, and some hand work whether it is crochet, knitting, or sewing. It is a reversible leather bag with a flat profile and fits nicely under my arm. I’m trying to determine the syles I like rather than the styles other people give me. Having grown up in hand me downs most of my life I never really developed an idea of fashion. Now is my opportunity.
My thought of the day came to me while I was waiting to start work with the eye exam lecture. It was this:
I no longer have the energy I had and I cannot maintain the pace of multiple lives as I once could. Home, personal life, theater, and work are too many lives for me to keep up with. I am learning that I need to choose between these lives and then pace myself and my expectations of my abilities. I have fought this idea for a long time and was angry that I could no longer keep up with my own ideas and dreams and life. Today I realized that this slowdown is Goddess’ way of asking me to focus on what brings me joy. She wants me to evaluate my life and what I once thought was all important to me and to discern what I truly love and what brings me the greatest joy. This may mean that I have to face disappointing some people I think of as friends but if they are truly friends; they will want me to be happy and healthy.
And now that I have decided to take that job - the company has not confirmed the offer. I’ll just keep on looking. I’ll also see if I can get a decent photo taken and send that off to 800casting and to Ericarvold casting. Perhaps I can get some acting jobs. Perhaps not.
I will be working a lot this month and I like that. The clean out via KonMari continues with the desk and kitchen being the next targets. I need to go out and review Dennis’ wiki site and see if I do want to get involved in on web production and story development. Could be interesting.
I bought a new tote today. In the past I have generally made my purchases based on the price and so I often buy things that will “do” rather than something I really like. Today I bought a tote that I truly like but that will also serve my purpose. It will hold a lunch, my wallet, the kindle & phone, and some hand work whether it is crochet, knitting, or sewing. It is a reversible leather bag with a flat profile and fits nicely under my arm. I’m trying to determine the syles I like rather than the styles other people give me. Having grown up in hand me downs most of my life I never really developed an idea of fashion. Now is my opportunity.
My thought of the day came to me while I was waiting to start work with the eye exam lecture. It was this:
I no longer have the energy I had and I cannot maintain the pace of multiple lives as I once could. Home, personal life, theater, and work are too many lives for me to keep up with. I am learning that I need to choose between these lives and then pace myself and my expectations of my abilities. I have fought this idea for a long time and was angry that I could no longer keep up with my own ideas and dreams and life. Today I realized that this slowdown is Goddess’ way of asking me to focus on what brings me joy. She wants me to evaluate my life and what I once thought was all important to me and to discern what I truly love and what brings me the greatest joy. This may mean that I have to face disappointing some people I think of as friends but if they are truly friends; they will want me to be happy and healthy.