Up Again
My summer cold is in full bloom but I feel better emotionally. Nothing has really changed but I needed to write out all my feelings again in order to lt go of them. I’m sure they will sneak back on me in a few weeks and I’ll write them out again. It’s a bit like releasing steam but the heat remains on simmer. I did not visit Mom today because I do not want to share this cold with her.
I checked out the NelNet site regarding my student loans and they say I don’t have to start repayment until 2019. I don’t have the money to start repaying anyway so I’m not going to say anything just yet. Three more job applications done and a phone call to a potential employer that was recommended to me.
I’ve started clearing out the house and today sorted through many of my school papers so I only have one copy instead of several. It pleases me to read through them so I’m keeping them for a bit. I do want to print out all my school papers. They are works of wonder. Tomorrow I will clear out the hall closet and costume stuff.
The costumes I regret getting rid of because they were so important at one time but now, they are painful reminders. I am not likely to ever want to perform those roles again and so it makes sense to simply send the pain and memories away.
I checked out the NelNet site regarding my student loans and they say I don’t have to start repayment until 2019. I don’t have the money to start repaying anyway so I’m not going to say anything just yet. Three more job applications done and a phone call to a potential employer that was recommended to me.
I’ve started clearing out the house and today sorted through many of my school papers so I only have one copy instead of several. It pleases me to read through them so I’m keeping them for a bit. I do want to print out all my school papers. They are works of wonder. Tomorrow I will clear out the hall closet and costume stuff.
The costumes I regret getting rid of because they were so important at one time but now, they are painful reminders. I am not likely to ever want to perform those roles again and so it makes sense to simply send the pain and memories away.