Lifeless.

Mar 21, 2006 19:08

As you can see, my activity here has gone to high to zero in matter of days, and there’s one reason for this. Besides not checking my LJ and my friends’, I haven’t really been active in IRC, AIM, except for MSN, which is still quite a disappointment in certain point. But what’s the reason behind this? The answer is simple.

Ragnarok Online consumes my life in a way that you have noticed by now.

The last thing I read was an entry from Lena where she talks about Metal, the different genres, and Elvenking (Trow’s Kind is better than Swallowtail! >=O). For the lack of time, a comment was not possible, so I got stuck in the world of Ragnarok Online, or RO to make it short, for quite a while; the addiction is so big that I wake up, and play at least 20 minutes before going somewhere, if there’s a destination. RO has affected my internet life only, though there are some friends there, but it’s not the same. I haven’t been able to download anime nor music because of it too; if RO is on, BT makes it lag, so RO is my priority when it comes to choices.

As for my life outside the internet, everything’s going neat. Work is almost the only thing I talk about now, and hey, can’t blame me for being stuck there many hours a day! I have been talking to old friends, rediscovering old friendships, and it just keeps on getting better. Let’s go deep in an area here, old friendships… Let me tell you kids a story.

Once upon a time, in a place where nobody has ever heard of called Guatemala, I had a really good friend that was older than me. It all started as a family thing; our family met theirs, and friendships rose from there. In that family of three girls, the biggest was my favorite, at a time where I was only 12 years old… She is five years older than me, but that didn’t avoid establishing something. Everything started by talking, we went out sometimes to the movies, and family stuff. What happened next? As a kid, cruelty was my specialty, something I stopped doing after an incident with this girl, whose name is Andrea. To make long story short, I played pranks on her all the time, but they were quite mean and evil, though my intention wasn’t that exactly. One day after I did another of those pranks, she yelled at me in a very nasty way, telling me how much of a prick and a bastard I was. After that, she got angry and didn’t talk to me the next times we saw each other, and then years passed by, she studied in Italy for some more years, and then, after I got my new cell phone, my brother had her number and I stole it to see how she was doing. Well, everything’s good on her side, we talked for quite a while, and long story short, we kissed, but it was kinda funny because she knew I get nervous around girls at times, she teased me and eventually it happened. What now? We go have lunch from time to time and everything’s neat, I think she is kinda interested in me, but prefers to retain this as a friendship, not something more.

Work’s bee doing well, have made friends already and everything’s neat. I really like the job but dislike the pay, it’s too fucking cheap for all the responsibilities that me and everybody else has. There are no particular rants for now; it was time to let you know how I’ve been doing.

Updates to come as often as they used to!

And Miss Jennifer Streyle, it would be fantastic if you ever picked up the phone. ;_;
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