Mar 10, 2008 19:22
Villianize me. I know you want to. Thats what you have been doing all along. Make it official. State it here, in front of me, in front of my friends for all the world to see. I'm the bad guy? No no no, you my former friend are mistaken. I am not the bad guy, I am no saint, but I am the innocent. I am untouched, undevine yet still unbothered. There is nothing you can say or do that is going to bother me. My shoulders have been sanded down. They have been worn away. I am weightless, nothing is holding me down. Bring it on, come one come all, consider it a party. There is nothing you can say, consider it a challenge if you'd like, I'm going to be alright. As I've always said, and as it's always been true:
No matter how good you think I am, I'm better.
Life may suck, but i can rise above it, I am above your shit, I am above this shit, I am by no means enlightened, but from this point on my load has been lightened. This is being made public, because this challenge is for the public, however that does not mean a sig is not required. If you do not sign it it will be deleted (period)
For all of you who care about me, for all of you who care and will inevitably ask me "what does this post mean" it is very simple. I never left, I was just in hiding, I am the good guy you remember, the bad guy you hated, and everything in the middle. I am myself, always have been and always will be. The fun thing is i just remembered it and, as always, I am going to exploit this memory for all it is worth.
This livejournal has gone from emo whining to prissy quizes to rants of an insane man, but this insane man knows what he's saying, he knows what he's doing.
And he likes it.