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[shadowinflames]

So i just was sitting in my room having sort of an out of body experience listening to Matchbook Romance - You Can Run But We'll Find You and i started thinking about how much beer i could essentially drink in one night. and i dont mean Guinness, all the irish already know i can only handle about four guinnes max, i mean ur regular every day regular lager beer. Like Heinekin. i could drink a lot of heinekin. So the beer thought, like, the mass of it brought me to the thought that if i was in a band i would be a total alcoholic, and it would be ok, because i would be in a band and i would eventually overdose of something or go to rehab for everything else. Anyways, i have been playing with the idea of starting a band because i've decided my life is basically nothingness without being in a band. I didn't really realize this until after the breakage of my ipod, because now i dont have music all the time and it is basically death for me. SO its come down to, be in a band or die sort of situation. I dont really actually mean die.. but you know, without it things are kinda crappy. It sounds kinda out there far away what is she even takling about status, but basically, i am set for a life of singing drinking touring the world smoking ample amounts of cigarrettes and getting paid for it. Slash i realize how hard it is to get started as a band, but in the end, the music is so worth it, and in the end, you meet so many people and have so much fun. I just cant see myself doing anything different. It's the only career for me, and in fact, i want to do it. It's not like one of those careers u have to do beacuse theres nothing else, its one of those careers where theres nothing else but there doesnt neeeed to be anything else. Get it? seee it?!! is it making any sense?! Anyways, basically i just have this whole big great idea now... which i've had for a little while, but i dont really have anyone to be in a band with. I was thinkin i'd play keyboards and sing... annddd my friend amy is gonna play drums. and its all really gonna happen when we are both back in austria. and then we can play amazing gigs at the shamrock and do covers and rock the face off everyone, and they would all by me beer, and then get spotted by an amazing talent scout randomly one night, and then get signed by some major label and be absolutly amazing. And thats my basic plan of action. hahaha. But yea. YEA. and yea. .. thats about all i have to say about it. my creative madness has burnt out and now i must gossip over aim for the next.. however long it takes... annddd yea.

Cheers everyone.. good session. i feel a lot better.