Charlotte Mariska Bullock
For those of you who happen to be out of the loop, which should be no one by now. My little girl was born last night. Charlette Mariska (pronounced Marishka) Bullock was born last night at 7:31 pm. She weighed in at 5 pounds 12 ounces. Wow... my daughter... I honesly never thought I'd see the day. It just never hit me until last night that I was a father... that I was going to be a father. The whole nine months just seemed like ay other nine months... And now... I have this beautiful life to watch out for. To protect and cherish and shower with love and adoration. I am responsible for this other human being for the next eighteen years and up... it's an absolutely spectacular feeling... one that cannot even b described really... I started crying last night when I heard her cry for the first time. And it only got worse as the doctor asked me to cut the umbilical cord... it felt like such an honor. Suh priviledge to be able to do that. I think just being there when she was born is more than a lot of fathers do these days... and I hope I can be the best father I know. I will strive to be exactly that; the most loving and just father anyone can be... I know Sarah and I are going to be mzing parents... we're already the stars of the maternity ward... So far things have gone by so perfect. There weren't any complications, no issues. Nothing. She's completely normal and completely healty. She's just really small. It's odd because she was even born past due. Her scheduled birth date was August 27th, but who are we to tell the baby when she's going to be born. She's asleep right now. We're at the hopital, Sarah's in bed, and I'm on my laptop, and the baby is inbetween us in her little crib. Tons of pics have been uploaded to my gallery on here, and I push everyone to go take a look at them, and I'm sure Sarah will post some of them on MySpace when she can. She's not even a day old and I already have a hundred pics of my baby taken. That's only gonna get bigger, and I just mean in the next couple of days... Wow... I just can't believe I have my own little girl now... Holding her for the first time just after she was born was so incredible. Life I helped create... in my arms... I don't think anyone can truely appreciate life until you hold it in your hands... life that you helped create... a part of you... A continuation. Your own flesh and blood... it's like nothing else in this world... After experiencing this myself... I feel so bad for Val... for what Diane has put him through... If that had happened to me... God I don't know what would become of me now... that's why I feel so blessed by God... because this has happened so flawlessly. I feared so much in the back of my mind during the pregnancy... I worried about so many things... but everything has been just perfect. And I am going to give Charlotte the best life I can possibly provide for her. orking three jobs... I hope I can do that. She truely is my gift from God. I love Sarah so much for giving her to me. Thank you so much Beauiful. I love you.