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life is like a sunset, short, beautiful, and it's been used so much it's gotten very cliche.
of course even more like a sunset is the moments of enjoyment between the rest of life. Still, cliche, but even shorter. of course just be cause a sunset ends doesn't mean it isn't in your memories right? An enjoyable moment is ironic because you can get more enjoyment just by thinking of that moment. Thus the enjoyable moment becomes another enjoyable moment. so to recall a sunset could in that same essence give it life once more. So as the blood red clouds slowly fall into a dark dark blue, i sit with my laptop outside the theatre building of moorpark college.
I haven't posted in months. I'm in a relationship now and enjoying it very much. It's become one of things i start taking for granted again though, i need to learn how to stop that. Although the only times i've learned important lessons in love is when the love i was in was destroyed, or about to be destroyed, usually partially because of that thing. I'm hoping i can avoid that step. I get too comfortable and forget how lucky i am and how much i hated being single and how much joy that person brought me. I'm hoping i'm wise enough now to not let that happen, but we'll see is all i can say at this point because idk how the hell i stop myself from doing that again.
last semester at moorpark for good this time. lets just see if the colleges i applied to transfer to accept me. With an AA and transfer credits under my belt, things look hopeful.
Well i'm done. good luck.
of course even more like a sunset is the moments of enjoyment between the rest of life. Still, cliche, but even shorter. of course just be cause a sunset ends doesn't mean it isn't in your memories right? An enjoyable moment is ironic because you can get more enjoyment just by thinking of that moment. Thus the enjoyable moment becomes another enjoyable moment. so to recall a sunset could in that same essence give it life once more. So as the blood red clouds slowly fall into a dark dark blue, i sit with my laptop outside the theatre building of moorpark college.
I haven't posted in months. I'm in a relationship now and enjoying it very much. It's become one of things i start taking for granted again though, i need to learn how to stop that. Although the only times i've learned important lessons in love is when the love i was in was destroyed, or about to be destroyed, usually partially because of that thing. I'm hoping i can avoid that step. I get too comfortable and forget how lucky i am and how much i hated being single and how much joy that person brought me. I'm hoping i'm wise enough now to not let that happen, but we'll see is all i can say at this point because idk how the hell i stop myself from doing that again.
last semester at moorpark for good this time. lets just see if the colleges i applied to transfer to accept me. With an AA and transfer credits under my belt, things look hopeful.
Well i'm done. good luck.