tonight
Outside at Motherlode (homo dive bar):
Guy: Can I ____ a cigarette from you?
me: Did you say bum or buy?
Guy: *smiles* Doesn't matter.
me: 5 dollars please.
Guy: Here ya go. *hands me 5 dollars*
me: thanks
I can't seem to fall asleep before 7am. I'm on the raver schedule and I don't even do drugs (not even pot). Took a children's dose of Nyquil. Hopefully it won't interact with the alcohol I had.
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I've had a crush on this guy since I was 19 years old and a virgin and I'm reunited with him years later cuz he works at this bar me and my friends frequent. I can tell he's into me, but he never has the balls to ask me out. He knows I'm interested too. He gave me his number a long time ago and I called him but he didn't call back. So I see him every week at the bar and we flirt and grab each other and hug that's as far as we go. He texted me "you smell like cabbage" once and I responded with, "you smell like hot open ass." I just want to make out. Anyway, and I thought I was stuck up. He's never changed. He's the same guy I knew in Santa Cruz in 1999.
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The movie Little Children touched my heart last night. I was in awe of its beauty. The train sounds really made my skin crawl but added to the mood and content of the storyline. The lead guy is the epitomy of type of man. Man, just the sound of his voice and his laugh sent me *sighing* as I lay in bed while my ceiling shook at 5am cuz the fat fat dykes upstairs were plowing each other with strap-ons. I think I decided they should stop doing speed and fuck at a decent hour. They are sooo fat, my bed will shake sometimes when they go at it. FLICK MY BEAN, XENA!
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Guy: Can I ____ a cigarette from you?
me: Did you say bum or buy?
Guy: *smiles* Doesn't matter.
me: 5 dollars please.
Guy: Here ya go. *hands me 5 dollars*
me: thanks
I can't seem to fall asleep before 7am. I'm on the raver schedule and I don't even do drugs (not even pot). Took a children's dose of Nyquil. Hopefully it won't interact with the alcohol I had.
*****
I've had a crush on this guy since I was 19 years old and a virgin and I'm reunited with him years later cuz he works at this bar me and my friends frequent. I can tell he's into me, but he never has the balls to ask me out. He knows I'm interested too. He gave me his number a long time ago and I called him but he didn't call back. So I see him every week at the bar and we flirt and grab each other and hug that's as far as we go. He texted me "you smell like cabbage" once and I responded with, "you smell like hot open ass." I just want to make out. Anyway, and I thought I was stuck up. He's never changed. He's the same guy I knew in Santa Cruz in 1999.
*******
The movie Little Children touched my heart last night. I was in awe of its beauty. The train sounds really made my skin crawl but added to the mood and content of the storyline. The lead guy is the epitomy of type of man. Man, just the sound of his voice and his laugh sent me *sighing* as I lay in bed while my ceiling shook at 5am cuz the fat fat dykes upstairs were plowing each other with strap-ons. I think I decided they should stop doing speed and fuck at a decent hour. They are sooo fat, my bed will shake sometimes when they go at it. FLICK MY BEAN, XENA!
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