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Well...two more days till Christmas, and free stuff..horrah...God, my life is sucking. My Mom is still sick, and Dad is always busy..Travis is being an ass, and the fact that Advance Wars 2 is owning me up the but doesn't help. I don't even think my Mom loves me anymore, she is alwas bitching at me, and the fact i made a 63 in English doesn't help
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Now for the next part, which Jess practically covered above, but I want you to read anyway. Now, by your women problems, I'm assuming that you're speaking of the high school relationships that your peers are engaged in. Trust me, it's nothing to envy. Most are superficial and only skin deep. Even the act of sex doesn't make the relationship "mean more." It is, quoting indirectly from Eva, two people "licking each other's wounds," meaning two people satisfying a very human need. This is comparable to breathing and eating: a human need an nothing more. What you (and I will admit, I do too) need is a lasting relationship; these however, are harder to attain and, frankly, I don't think you should worry about at your age. Hell, I'm in college and still only "looking" in a passive, "I'll-burn-that-bridge-when-I-come-to-it" attitude.
With our societal attitude that "you're a loser if you don't have a girlfriend or still have your virginity," it's hard to stay true to yourself, but it is something that I feel would be more fulfilling for you. After all, which would you prefer, having a relationship now that was arranged and means nothing, or waiting to find someone who you're really devoted to?
Another inconsistency I see is your desire to not be alone, but your antisocial behavioral patterns. You can't deny that sometimes you act...crazy. If that's how you want to be, more power to you, but don't complain when people think your strange and want to avoid you. Such is the cost of being the individual, the artist. That itself is something I had to deal with for a while. However, if you want to be cared for, you have to act like They want you to, if only in small doses. I'm not saying you should start shopping at Abercrombie and Dumbasses, but stop going out of your way to act crazy. It works for Patrick and Rusty, but when you do it, you come off as being for real, and people don't like it.
You want to know how I think you should act? You are intelligent, so try using wit instead of insanity. You can comeback with some funny remarks, so why not try those?
And you can't say I don't care about you. I let you in my Jedi campaign, yes? It's when you start being aggressively negative (for no reason) by dissing ALL my past PC's from Charles' campaigns and my German "heritage" that you really come off as a dumbass to me. If you'd stop being so...I dunno, aggressive to your friends, then more people would open up to you.
And you oughta become a kabbalist like me! No more of this atheist-for-no-reason crap!
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