Sometimes... there's no way out of it.
I don't want to hurt anyone, but I'm going to and it sucks.
I feel like such a horrible person, but I'm not. There's nothing I can do about it, he's going to get hurt and thats all there is to it.
In other news I'm kinda weirded out by the attention and complements I've been getting lately. It's nice, but I'm not used to it. My mom says it's because I don't wear only black anymore. I hope thats not true... but it might be.
Am I bubbly?
I don't feel bubbly right now, I feel kinda low right now and I don't like it. I feel defeated and drained and just sad. And I have no reason to be. I was fine, I was getting better and now all of a sudden I'm having a low. It sucks. Oh well tomorrow will be better. Just gotta be opptimistic.
I feel like such a horrible person, but I'm not. There's nothing I can do about it, he's going to get hurt and thats all there is to it.
In other news I'm kinda weirded out by the attention and complements I've been getting lately. It's nice, but I'm not used to it. My mom says it's because I don't wear only black anymore. I hope thats not true... but it might be.
Am I bubbly?
I don't feel bubbly right now, I feel kinda low right now and I don't like it. I feel defeated and drained and just sad. And I have no reason to be. I was fine, I was getting better and now all of a sudden I'm having a low. It sucks. Oh well tomorrow will be better. Just gotta be opptimistic.