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[shadowfire4ever]

~How I felt last night~

So frightened
So alone
So scared
So weak
Frustrated
Confused
Misused
Abused
and
Refused

~Don't turn on the light~

My nights are getting longer
I count stars to pass time
If only I was stronger
Then maybe I'd be fine

With tears in my eyes
I look to the full moon
But there's clouds in the sky
I hope this ends soon

Cry yourself to sleep
Nightmares to keep you safe
Turn off the light
Let go of faith

Lies of smiles
And happy faces
Different styles
All just empty spaces

Cracking in two
A broken machine
What can we do?
What's left to be seen?

Wash myself away
Swirling down the drain
Lies in a day
At night comes rain

Pouring down tears
From hazel clouds
Hills burdened by fear
And a scream so loud

Turn away, shut it out
Censored to the restless night
I spend lying in pout
Don't turn on the light

Leave me in peace
In my bed of steal
Demons released
Could this be real?

Sleep will bring my fate
I wait for it with a smile
I fear not my destiny
It is my choice

Please leave me in my darkness
Don't turn on the light
You won't like what you see
Fear and pain meant the end