Sep 18, 2006 23:01
that i worry too much.
and i havn't seen that until recently.
til at least 4 of my friends have told me that.
and i guess this is part of growing up- fixing your flaws and such...
I'm 17...i guess it's time for that, right?
I mean,. i guess worrying too much comes from caring too much...
i guess i just always want to help, because i hate to see people suffer even slightly.
but it's taken the one person i love more than anything telling me that sometimes theres nothing i can do but listen ,for me to actually realize it.
yay personal truths!
or whatever that's called
...sometimes i forget how old i am...
it's kinda scary, but ya know what?
I'm ok with it, in about a year, i'll be starting another part of my life, and all of this high school stuff will be behind me
well, not all of it- but the stupid stuff i put people and myself thru sometimes.
wow, this New Year's is gonna hold alot of resolutions. *that list in due time*
yeah...this is the first time i'm not crying out of worrying about someone who's really OK...or because someone's told me the truth about myself.
that's pretty cool, i must say.
so, to all of you who've told me the truth, and i havn't realized it...Thank You...and that's from the bottom of my heart.
and now it's off to dreamland.