Today was a good day
Today my mind took over, but it wasn't my instinct, it was somthing else. I couldn't quite explain my actions. I thought i was nuts. But you reasured me. I'm not insane. It's just the fact that the unwise desicions that i once made are showing consequences. My actions were wrong, now they overpower me. But its not my fault, and even if it is, you still love me. So why does it matter. It doesnt, because you saved me. If it wasnt for you i would be dead right now. But im not, because i met you and saw something, something I've never seen or thought to notice, somthing that never mattered or interested me. That something stoped me from hurting myself before thee was no more. Love. I've never felt it, i never knew what it was, until now. It keeps it shifting, no matter how mangled or deteriorated, it can show light. Without it, matter becomes Nothing, reality is lost, life is hell