It's Been Awhile... Part 2
With shotguns and hand grenades... We all fall down.
However, despite a few twists of fate I am alive. With a dog at my feet and a decent roommate things could be worse. Got into a few stumbling blocks, but it's alright. I'm back on the web. Still have to get used to an inhaler for the rest of my life, but nothing will keep me down. No matter how long it takes I refuse to go down without a fight. It's in my blood. Making changes was hard, but I have still prevailed. I may not be as far as some people in life, but this is my journey. I'm getting to the age where it's time to Mellow out, settle down, and find a decent job. I found a pretty decent job, but I'm in a mountain of debt. Shitty economy does that. Only one person can fix my problems and that is me.
I've separated myself from the world. I realize not everything can be in my control, and you should always watch your back. Biggest form of that came from family, sadly. That is ok, it just goes to show humanity is lifeless on the table of morals.
Morals are a loose terminology in this society. Even married women are checking out the next potential ex husband. Tradition is dead. Douche-bagery is apparent trend. Blah, blah, blah who cares. I'd rather zone out on the xbox than put up with bullshit. Where did the angels go?
They've been gone awhile...
Animals are better company than humans. I'd rather crunch numbers all day than deal with bullshit. Builders think they can outsmart me, but fail. That's their game, but because I have boobs and limited knowledge... Don't think I would not have the sense to find out the information I would need. Just because I'm a woman doesn't mean you have bigger balls than me. I will be an asshole. Just get used to it. :) Sugar I will swing, and I will take you down. You can also kiss my ass while you're down there. :D
Anyway enough ranting. Peace and all that bullshit.
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However, despite a few twists of fate I am alive. With a dog at my feet and a decent roommate things could be worse. Got into a few stumbling blocks, but it's alright. I'm back on the web. Still have to get used to an inhaler for the rest of my life, but nothing will keep me down. No matter how long it takes I refuse to go down without a fight. It's in my blood. Making changes was hard, but I have still prevailed. I may not be as far as some people in life, but this is my journey. I'm getting to the age where it's time to Mellow out, settle down, and find a decent job. I found a pretty decent job, but I'm in a mountain of debt. Shitty economy does that. Only one person can fix my problems and that is me.
I've separated myself from the world. I realize not everything can be in my control, and you should always watch your back. Biggest form of that came from family, sadly. That is ok, it just goes to show humanity is lifeless on the table of morals.
Morals are a loose terminology in this society. Even married women are checking out the next potential ex husband. Tradition is dead. Douche-bagery is apparent trend. Blah, blah, blah who cares. I'd rather zone out on the xbox than put up with bullshit. Where did the angels go?
They've been gone awhile...
Animals are better company than humans. I'd rather crunch numbers all day than deal with bullshit. Builders think they can outsmart me, but fail. That's their game, but because I have boobs and limited knowledge... Don't think I would not have the sense to find out the information I would need. Just because I'm a woman doesn't mean you have bigger balls than me. I will be an asshole. Just get used to it. :) Sugar I will swing, and I will take you down. You can also kiss my ass while you're down there. :D
Anyway enough ranting. Peace and all that bullshit.
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