Please fate...
Somehow once again I've fallen... and this time I'm gone.
Something has snapped within me. I cannot explain it. These dreams haunt me constantly, and its getting worse. I awake with terrible fear that I didn't think was possible. Tears of ice stream down upon my death-doll skin from my frozen eyes. I shake as if I had an earthquake within me. Screaming is useless, unless you are trying to captivate the dead... It sucks me in every time I slumber. I have no peace... as I awake with unusual bruises, and sometimes blood on my skin. I can't take it anymore. Annie keeps making her appearance, and mocks my exsistance every night. My exsistance is dwindling down further into the scale of nothingness. There is no me anymore, there is only the piece of a soul slowly burning... Screaming in utter agony every night.... It seems I have turned off my emotions only feeling two things at a time. Who cares? It seems that I don't anymore. I've killed myself today. I don't exsist anymore. Fate you have dealt me an unusual hand this time. You must show me how I'm going to escape your wrath.
Those dreams with the acts of violence!!!!!!!!! How I wish I could claw out my mind and give it to my betrayor! How I wish I could get rid of these thoughts and images that run through my mind like a razor blade. These things I cannot do... instead I am driven mad. Why can I no longer feel? Why do I pretend to do these things? WHY? I do not know these answers. I simply cannot take this anymore. Anytime something good happens, I get thrown back into the darkest hole, and fall. I am begging you temptress of fate please just stop. I know that you won't. You just toy with the shattered glass, cutting my soul away. Fate just slaps me around and says, "Here you go! I'm throwing you back into the depression cell. You deserve it!" *Insert clip of a moose waving a white flag...* Anyway I made a promise and I intend on keeping it. Otherwise who knows what will happen... I'm going to need a padded room soon.
The Seriously Exhausted Pingu
Something has snapped within me. I cannot explain it. These dreams haunt me constantly, and its getting worse. I awake with terrible fear that I didn't think was possible. Tears of ice stream down upon my death-doll skin from my frozen eyes. I shake as if I had an earthquake within me. Screaming is useless, unless you are trying to captivate the dead... It sucks me in every time I slumber. I have no peace... as I awake with unusual bruises, and sometimes blood on my skin. I can't take it anymore. Annie keeps making her appearance, and mocks my exsistance every night. My exsistance is dwindling down further into the scale of nothingness. There is no me anymore, there is only the piece of a soul slowly burning... Screaming in utter agony every night.... It seems I have turned off my emotions only feeling two things at a time. Who cares? It seems that I don't anymore. I've killed myself today. I don't exsist anymore. Fate you have dealt me an unusual hand this time. You must show me how I'm going to escape your wrath.
Those dreams with the acts of violence!!!!!!!!! How I wish I could claw out my mind and give it to my betrayor! How I wish I could get rid of these thoughts and images that run through my mind like a razor blade. These things I cannot do... instead I am driven mad. Why can I no longer feel? Why do I pretend to do these things? WHY? I do not know these answers. I simply cannot take this anymore. Anytime something good happens, I get thrown back into the darkest hole, and fall. I am begging you temptress of fate please just stop. I know that you won't. You just toy with the shattered glass, cutting my soul away. Fate just slaps me around and says, "Here you go! I'm throwing you back into the depression cell. You deserve it!" *Insert clip of a moose waving a white flag...* Anyway I made a promise and I intend on keeping it. Otherwise who knows what will happen... I'm going to need a padded room soon.
The Seriously Exhausted Pingu