Life^2
Welcome into the dark demise.
Sometimes I wonder when things go wrong, who will really stick around, or be the first one to reach for you? When you feel you are in your darkest moments, its always someone who is completely unexpected that saves you.
I have a silent killer in my mind. It's a deadly assassian.
It's been after me for a long time. Guess what it is?
Depression
It comes without warning, slowly creeping up on you in your teenage years. You feel sad without warning, for days at a time. It continues in a vicious cycle that tears away at your mind. Finally your mind gives in to its stabbing that it gives you. Then the ultimatum appears: Live or die.
Most people choose to live with the disease. The more unfortunate ones die trying to escape it. The ones in the middle are hit the hardest. For they have tried to leave, but were saved by something or somone at the last second.
Why I am ranting about this? I don't know.
I guess that's what I get for listening to negative music... or could it be bad parenting? My mother told me that my depression was my fault. That would have been the only time she said that. But yes darlings... People do survive...
Stony Giggles and Toodles,
Shadow
Sometimes I wonder when things go wrong, who will really stick around, or be the first one to reach for you? When you feel you are in your darkest moments, its always someone who is completely unexpected that saves you.
I have a silent killer in my mind. It's a deadly assassian.
It's been after me for a long time. Guess what it is?
Depression
It comes without warning, slowly creeping up on you in your teenage years. You feel sad without warning, for days at a time. It continues in a vicious cycle that tears away at your mind. Finally your mind gives in to its stabbing that it gives you. Then the ultimatum appears: Live or die.
Most people choose to live with the disease. The more unfortunate ones die trying to escape it. The ones in the middle are hit the hardest. For they have tried to leave, but were saved by something or somone at the last second.
Why I am ranting about this? I don't know.
I guess that's what I get for listening to negative music... or could it be bad parenting? My mother told me that my depression was my fault. That would have been the only time she said that. But yes darlings... People do survive...
Stony Giggles and Toodles,
Shadow