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[shadowedyouth]

well.
winter dance is coming up.
kinda looking forward to it b/c i have a new dress, shoes and everything.
but then im not really looking forward to it.
havnt seen joey for a month.
maybe more.
thank god.
if i ever see him up by school again...
i dont know what i'll do.
im scared of him.
he makes me so crazy.
and depressed.
and angry.
and everything.
i HATE him.
i was kinda glad to go back to school today.
got to see all my friends i didnt get to see over the break.
which was pretty much all of them except for kayla.
now i just want out of school.
ah.
well.
i made a new friend a few days ago.
i guess.
hes pretty cool.
kinda mean.
but thats okay.
which is pretty cool.
i guess.
grr.
i cant stop thinking about jon.
i sent him an email.
basically saying that im never calling him and for him to have a nice life.
oh well.
im over it.
i guess.
anyways.
i have to get back to my school work stuff.
so.
um.
later on.