xwhy can't we just rewind it?...X

[shadowedxflower]

this year im going to find a focus:S...
i think that if i had a focus i wudnt be such a tearaway.
i just need a cause like, but what?:S

well i threw shit at the fan the other day
betrayed someone...i considered a friend
to save someone. someone, that matters.

i shuoldnt feel bad, but i do. i dint go to work today, i was ill again, im doing it again, hiding, tashas gotta stop hiding... tashas gotta start finding.

tashas got shit loads of work to do:(..

Natasha x

pee.esss

life in london will be much better.