xit's not like your in a different country...X

[shadowedxflower]

i've changed... and i'm really not happy about it.
recently i havnt beeen sleeping well... its strange...
and d'u know what i really hate, the fact i'd go out all the time, and
and now i dont even know how to enjoy myself like old times.
it's pretty sad...
haha i had so many plans and dreams, and now i lack everything to pursue them.
how fucking sad,
play your fucking violins like i wish i hadnt shredded the sheets for him....

i hate being ignored... ok its the technology... but if its faulty wouldnt you double check it?
or call from a more secure source... or borrow a message.
no you wouldnt cuz you really dont give a fuck...
maybe its over/// but we'll never know cuz you just cant be arsed...
~
sylvia plath had the right idea////////////////////////

Natasha x

peee.essss

method of repetition...