suckiness x 100
okay... i realized i have not posted in FOREVER so i figured i would...
do u ever feel like you try so hard to be a good friend to people but all you do is push them away??? its like they dont want someone who will be there for them, they just want someone who will temporarily do what they want.... i dunno if this makes any sense but i have realized that all i do is lose the people who mean the most to me (with exception of some) and it hurts!!! i hate that i get close to someone, only to lose the friendship we once had for so many years!!! i give up... i shouldnt have to work like this.... im done!!!
do u ever feel like you try so hard to be a good friend to people but all you do is push them away??? its like they dont want someone who will be there for them, they just want someone who will temporarily do what they want.... i dunno if this makes any sense but i have realized that all i do is lose the people who mean the most to me (with exception of some) and it hurts!!! i hate that i get close to someone, only to lose the friendship we once had for so many years!!! i give up... i shouldnt have to work like this.... im done!!!