NOt much
so ive been meaning to write in here for like the past forever but i havent gotten around til it. then i had a message from awesome ryan morgan so i thought what the heck mite as well write a lil something.
so school is finally over for the year which is exciting and depressing at the same time. im not gonna miss the wrk but im gonna miss my amazing friends. and the few seniors i actually liked. this summers gonna be fun but annoying cuz all ill do is wrk. ive been wrking like crazy course i guess thats good...more money.
ok so sometimes i dont understand the meaning of life. i mean u live a while n then u die so whats the purpose? i mean life can be fun but at the same time u can get into alot of bad situations and such. like with guys and other decisions you make. lately ive been getting into a lot of trouble mainly cuz the ppl i hang out with. my parents dont like any of them and it pisses me off cuz they dont know them at all. they just make up their mind that they are scummy ppl and that i cant talk to them , ugh. i cant stand it i mean i love my family....most of the time but not lately. i just cause so many problems i thikn they would be happier if i wasnt here. i dont know why im such a screw up. i try to do what im supposed to but no matter what i do its not rite. so then it makes me all depressed and unbareable to be around adn i dont want that nemore. everything has to be so difficult.
not to mention people in life being so retarded. it just causes stress when ppl have to being up stuff that happend seriously two years ago. its like get over it already and dont take it out on me. i cant help ur boyfriend didnt like u. but w/e blame it all on me.
and for the ladies that are having major guys issues. dont let them control you and pressure u into things. specially dont let them use you. most guys tell u what u want to hear to get u to do soemthing and its not worth it. ppl are better than that. why do 90% of guys have to be scumbags honestly i dont get it. course i learned that the hard way and it sucks. o well. we all make mistakes. just make sure u learn from them and dont repeat them cuz thats sucks even more! ha dont u hate it when u like do something say ur never gonna do it again and then u do and u wanna kick urself in the ass for it. gotta hate that.
well the way i see it its summer and its time to forget all the drama and fights and disagreements and bad times from the year and time to start fresh. im gonna try it and im also gonna try to stop doing stupid stuff that messes everything up.
alrite im done for now! leave love ppl!*
so school is finally over for the year which is exciting and depressing at the same time. im not gonna miss the wrk but im gonna miss my amazing friends. and the few seniors i actually liked. this summers gonna be fun but annoying cuz all ill do is wrk. ive been wrking like crazy course i guess thats good...more money.
ok so sometimes i dont understand the meaning of life. i mean u live a while n then u die so whats the purpose? i mean life can be fun but at the same time u can get into alot of bad situations and such. like with guys and other decisions you make. lately ive been getting into a lot of trouble mainly cuz the ppl i hang out with. my parents dont like any of them and it pisses me off cuz they dont know them at all. they just make up their mind that they are scummy ppl and that i cant talk to them , ugh. i cant stand it i mean i love my family....most of the time but not lately. i just cause so many problems i thikn they would be happier if i wasnt here. i dont know why im such a screw up. i try to do what im supposed to but no matter what i do its not rite. so then it makes me all depressed and unbareable to be around adn i dont want that nemore. everything has to be so difficult.
not to mention people in life being so retarded. it just causes stress when ppl have to being up stuff that happend seriously two years ago. its like get over it already and dont take it out on me. i cant help ur boyfriend didnt like u. but w/e blame it all on me.
and for the ladies that are having major guys issues. dont let them control you and pressure u into things. specially dont let them use you. most guys tell u what u want to hear to get u to do soemthing and its not worth it. ppl are better than that. why do 90% of guys have to be scumbags honestly i dont get it. course i learned that the hard way and it sucks. o well. we all make mistakes. just make sure u learn from them and dont repeat them cuz thats sucks even more! ha dont u hate it when u like do something say ur never gonna do it again and then u do and u wanna kick urself in the ass for it. gotta hate that.
well the way i see it its summer and its time to forget all the drama and fights and disagreements and bad times from the year and time to start fresh. im gonna try it and im also gonna try to stop doing stupid stuff that messes everything up.
alrite im done for now! leave love ppl!*