i gotta stop doing this to myself..........

[shadowedsoul18]

so today like was good but bad. and i dont fuckin kno waht to do nemore. its all sooo annoying. and its all my fault and i need to start doing good n school and stop screwing around. damn i hate my life, and i have no one to blame for its suckyness but me. damn im deffinatly at a low point. and i jus feel soo idk.

and fuck love man. cuz seriously for me it sucks. like idk. i cant do nething rite and i fuck everything up and everyone hates me and i feel so unwanted. and yet i reAlLy like him.........but he doesnt talk to me :(

wow i suck

yah thats how i feel rite now, aka LIke freakin shit.