Theres GOT to be somthing >more
sooOoOOO i <3 music...neways this summers been a drag cept fer like the month were i was partying every weekend and getting drunk. course nothing compares to my sisters wedding. and freakin i blew it b/c i got so trashed then that my parents wont let me drink nemore....well fer rite now,...im sure soon they wont care anymore again. freakin i shouldnt have gotten that drunk cuz then i could have actually had fun last ntie at my aunts house. cuz i should have been allowed to drink but nooo cuz i got soo drunk the weekend b4. ugh its not fair. i kno i say i wont drink nemore til im 21 but i think we all kno tahts tahts never gonna happen. alcohol is like my new addiction. haha i <3 it! neways i really havent dun much this summer beside party with family. i mean i hung out with chris a few times but thats really it. and summers almost over and theres a whole list of places taht i am wanted to go to b4 we go back to school. and freakin now i have a job so its gonna be a big pain in the ass to get anything else done i mean this week alone i have 3 nite i have to go in and yah that mite not seem like a lot but to me whose used to being able to jus chill around the house or go places it sucks~!
i sorta cant wait til school starts cuz then ill get to see all my friends again...such as ryan and emily and chris and rachel all ppl i havent talked to all summer at all. and of course to see EVA and ALLIE and CHRISTINA! ahh and also with september comes guitar lessons so i guess thats all pretty exciting. plus my brother is teaching at alden so fun fun. and i cant wait for wrestling~! that should be tons of fun like always minus the fact taht i have to get upp freakin early for tourneys but its all worth itt in the end. i jus hope i dont get put on saturdays cuz that would mean taht i cant do wrestling. and thats the one thing that i actually look forward to during school besides hanging out wiht friends.
wells i suppose i should go be sumwhat productive.....ugh but all i think about is how i have to work 2maro and how thast jus GAY and is gonna ruin my whole day. eh.......idk....i miss sum1...that i prly wont see for a really long time now b/c i cant go motocross racing with shawn and this person cuz i work sundays now...so that makes me all pissy. GrRrR i miss being a kid!
i sorta cant wait til school starts cuz then ill get to see all my friends again...such as ryan and emily and chris and rachel all ppl i havent talked to all summer at all. and of course to see EVA and ALLIE and CHRISTINA! ahh and also with september comes guitar lessons so i guess thats all pretty exciting. plus my brother is teaching at alden so fun fun. and i cant wait for wrestling~! that should be tons of fun like always minus the fact taht i have to get upp freakin early for tourneys but its all worth itt in the end. i jus hope i dont get put on saturdays cuz that would mean taht i cant do wrestling. and thats the one thing that i actually look forward to during school besides hanging out wiht friends.
wells i suppose i should go be sumwhat productive.....ugh but all i think about is how i have to work 2maro and how thast jus GAY and is gonna ruin my whole day. eh.......idk....i miss sum1...that i prly wont see for a really long time now b/c i cant go motocross racing with shawn and this person cuz i work sundays now...so that makes me all pissy. GrRrR i miss being a kid!