Drowning in my life....
Lost in thought,emotion,and myself
these last two months have been the hardest of my life..with the last hospitalization where honestly they didn't know what was wrong and every time they sovled one issue an other sprung up..three weeks later they figure they have everthing,but now i'm on constant need for oxygen do to the fact my body's just craping out on me.nothing i can do but just take it slow and easy and rest. I'm not a slow and easy person i'm always moving this causes me to stop and remember i can't do as much as i use to which cuts me deeply..i've also been on a emotional rollercoaster due to the mental break down i had at haven and the varous actions leading up and following. right now i don't know where life is going to take me and if i can even keep my head above water anymore.
these last two months have been the hardest of my life..with the last hospitalization where honestly they didn't know what was wrong and every time they sovled one issue an other sprung up..three weeks later they figure they have everthing,but now i'm on constant need for oxygen do to the fact my body's just craping out on me.nothing i can do but just take it slow and easy and rest. I'm not a slow and easy person i'm always moving this causes me to stop and remember i can't do as much as i use to which cuts me deeply..i've also been on a emotional rollercoaster due to the mental break down i had at haven and the varous actions leading up and following. right now i don't know where life is going to take me and if i can even keep my head above water anymore.