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it's been a while and alot has happen both good and excelent fair and bad got engagged and went on vacacation which both were heaven on earth it was incredable i got to do things i never thought i would do.para sailing,white water rafting,went danceing with my fiance on a moonlite cruise with fireworks, horseback rideing, mini-golf and those were just the out of house.insdie i got to fall asleep and wake up next to the women who brings me so much joy and happiness.but now that i'm back i feel that of so familer depression and self hatered wrap around me like an old wet blaket sufficating me stiffleing the very air i breath.