Dec 04, 2005 16:40
It is ridiculous.
I tell my parents the truth and they take my cell phone away.
They want to know why on Monday-Wednesday I acted nice to them, or everything was fine as they said. It was because I never opened my mouth. I didn't come back at things they said. I took their bullshit, their 'Do-the-Right-Thing Nicole'. Whenever I don't open my mouth, things always go fine in my house. I suppose this is what my dad meant when he said that my mouth would get me in trouble.
Not even so though. I mean, my parents flat out do not understand me. They don't understand why I act the way that I do or even why I do the things that I do. They don't understand that the only people that thinks that they are perfect are themselves, no one else. They are so close-minded to people that aren't like them, including myself.
I mean, my grandma sits me down today and has a conversation with me. Barely says anything in the whole intrum. She goes out to the garage and has a whole conversation with my dad about me saying I said these nasty things that I didn't and blowing everything out of proportion. Once again, I look like the bad guy.
I cannot wait until these emancipation papers go through.
I said that I would come back for them.
I didn't lie this time, or con.
I just changed my fucking mind.
I am never coming back.