Dont ask me where this came from.
Sometimes I wish I could see what my life would be like 20-30 years down the road. Where I'll be. If I'm happy, sad, alone, or fullfilled. If I'm the old man at the coffee shop that people look at odd when he compliments someones style or beauty. Or the dirty old bastard that goes to strip joints for the wings... No one goes to strip clubs for wings. Honestly I dont plan ahead. I kinda let myself fall into whatever the swirl of life presents. I'm not sure if this is a good thing but at this point in my life I really don't mind because there seems to always be something new going on that I get sucked into. I've lost something. Not quite sure what... But I think its a good loss. I think I'm better having shed whatever it was. My rememberall is glowing... what could it be? *Shrug* Who really cares yeah? So hmm whats new? Wheeeeeeeeeeeeee. Back to the original line of thought. 20-30 years. A long time away I know but I really wish I could live one day of that life... I think I have before in my dreams and it was nice. To be 40-50'll be different but I think it'll be good. I think I'll be happy even if I end up alone because I'll have so many unique people around me. Always something new to experience until the time I leave. Constant learning. A good place to be. What'll I look like. Will I still look 12 but with silver hair... Will I age gracefully or suddenly end up looking like a train wreck? What decisions will I make in the span between 23 and 50? Will they be for the best or will I screw up royally? Probably a bit of the first and a bit of the second. Will I have a carreer or will I be working some shite job. Makes you wonder how long our generation will live... Will the average age of death be around 100...120? Older. What will the planet look like. Completly overcrowded or is something massive going to happen to thin us out... If so will I survive it? Will you? Makes you wonder what the future holds. Will we all go poof in 2012? Will it pass us by like Y2K? How many of you actually remember that bullshite? As usual a simple question turns into a thousand in the span of seconds in my brain. I love being me... Can you say the same?