Mindless Thoughts of the RaVeN!!!!
Don't look Don't look the Shadows breath
Well for what it matters to the world, I have grown years older and learned many things. Once was an empty soul but now I am full of dreams and life. I never thought that I would make it to this point in my life. I was sure that I would be lost in the pit of my mind forever and ever. But now I am free to live. I used to believe that the only thing in life that I had was the SBs and a few true good family members. Like most times back then, I was very wrong. Three people who are so lost can not help each other out of the dark. The SBs were doomed from the start. Jealousy, hate, depression, anger, and many other things finally drove the three of us apart. Like Paul Westerburg said "It was our jobs to fail". That is just what we did. However, it has always been two. Either Chris and Me, Garry and Chris, or me and Garry. When one was the out-cast the other two stayed friends. I think that it is destiny that in the end like most of the other times, Garry and I are the two friends in the end. I have said it many times and just to say it as it stands, he and are are true brothers. I know this because it is a feeling that stands out strong to me. This became more clear to me when in these passed days, his grandmother passed away. I didn't hardly know the woman but I was stilling finding it hard to stop myself from crying. Not to sound weird or anything but it is like I was sharing in my brothers pain. Like the pain of lossing his grandma was to much for him to handle alone and therefore some of it was passed to me to help him bare. With this I have nothing more to say other Than YOU are not alone. The other out-cast has had nothing to do with us and like wise the other way around. All I say now is that our time is to short here to waste it on hating someone. With this let me say now that I am done with it. To hold bad feelings is to let ones true self slowly die. You can't truely live life through hating anyone. That is why I say now that I am done.
Well for what it matters to the world, I have grown years older and learned many things. Once was an empty soul but now I am full of dreams and life. I never thought that I would make it to this point in my life. I was sure that I would be lost in the pit of my mind forever and ever. But now I am free to live. I used to believe that the only thing in life that I had was the SBs and a few true good family members. Like most times back then, I was very wrong. Three people who are so lost can not help each other out of the dark. The SBs were doomed from the start. Jealousy, hate, depression, anger, and many other things finally drove the three of us apart. Like Paul Westerburg said "It was our jobs to fail". That is just what we did. However, it has always been two. Either Chris and Me, Garry and Chris, or me and Garry. When one was the out-cast the other two stayed friends. I think that it is destiny that in the end like most of the other times, Garry and I are the two friends in the end. I have said it many times and just to say it as it stands, he and are are true brothers. I know this because it is a feeling that stands out strong to me. This became more clear to me when in these passed days, his grandmother passed away. I didn't hardly know the woman but I was stilling finding it hard to stop myself from crying. Not to sound weird or anything but it is like I was sharing in my brothers pain. Like the pain of lossing his grandma was to much for him to handle alone and therefore some of it was passed to me to help him bare. With this I have nothing more to say other Than YOU are not alone. The other out-cast has had nothing to do with us and like wise the other way around. All I say now is that our time is to short here to waste it on hating someone. With this let me say now that I am done with it. To hold bad feelings is to let ones true self slowly die. You can't truely live life through hating anyone. That is why I say now that I am done.