wow... im amazed.. actually happy :)
at this point.. ive started considering just giveing up all hope of ever finding that right person. so oh well.. on to other news.. found my stack of writings from high skool... some i cant belive i wrote, others i know why i wrote them.... *sigh* still sucks not know what was real and what wasnt.. but in the end i guess it really doesnt matter.. life goes on and the stars still shine... although it may be cloudy sometimes.. the stars are still there looking upon us and reminding us that no matter what the futre will always be bright. wow where did that moment of happyness come from.... i dont know but either way i cant say i dont like it cuz for once (in a long while) i can say im content with life.. i dont hate it.. i dont love it but somehow just knowing im still here is actually putting a smile on my face... and with all that said i guess im gonna go watch some anime, or something ... i guess im just in a good mood for some reason or another.. who knows... i guess its just a phase. it'll pass. but i kinda hope it doesnt.. im enjoying this feeling.... its kinda odd but i like it :)