sleepless

[shadowed_step]

i dont get it anymore.. why so many memories keep returning why is it now i can remember everything about her so clearly... so vividly... things that i shouldnt remember cuz i smoked those memories away trying to forget about her... yet i lay down and everything each night practically all that was said every little detail... the clothes her hair.. and her green eyes. why is it now these images keep haunting me ?? i just dont get it... maybe im not over her... maybe im just holding on to something i shouldnt...

no matter how hard i try i cant get these images out... they stay, lingering on everything.... their haunting me .... or maybe thier not haunting me... maybe its just a kick in the ass....

i dont know i cant sleep cuz i get the same in my dreams.... and now its just bad cuz its not my dreams anymore its constantly.