Apr 02, 2006 00:54
I really hate when guests try to ask me about St. Augustine's "nightlife" as if I know something about it. I suppose it's not unreasonable to assume that I do know something, being my age and all... but the fact is I DON'T, and I feel like an idiot everytime someone does ask me. "Hey, what are the good clubs and bars around here?" is a question I hear alot. I don't know! I don't care! I don't go to these places because I work at night, and when I'm not working I do loser things! Now if you asked me where to buy comics or games in St. Augustine, I'm your man.... but umm.. beyond that, you'd better ask someone else.
Silas needs to just cut off everyone he fucking knows. Wipe the friends palette clean and start over. I don't like 90% of the people that he brings into the place.... and what makes it more annoying is that some of them are starting to develop an "I'm gonna just walk in without knocking" attitude about the place, which I am going to start quickly discouraging by keeping the door locked at all times. One of them in particular is starting to try to hang out with me, and I'm trying to figure out exactly how to give him a clue without being an ass. Of course I could just tell him "Hey, I think you're annoying, immature, and stupid and hanging out with you will make me dumber" but since Silas hangs out with this guy I'll actually have to SEE him sometimes.
I've come to the realization that I don't LIKE most of my so-called friends, which is kinda sad. I need to find new people in this town, if there even are any. Anyone who I have any interest in interacting with whatsoever these days doesn't even live here anymore. I've done a fucking horrible job of keeping up with my online friends as well thanks to WoW. I guess I feel as if there isn't anyone I'm really close to anymore.... everyone is an acquaintence to me. I'm just this sort of come and go person that doesn't really have any impact on anyone.
Eh, that's it for now.. I most post again later but I don't know.