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from the point that i begin writing this i have work in 55 minutes... tonight i'm going to the rockey horror picture show and im trying to get over the fact that i have a crush on John. Screw it, I dont even wanna get over that. It's nice to have a crush on someone who's not Jordan and that laughs at almost everything I say. last night while john was driving me and veronica to the dance (he drives like a pedophile btw, all hunched overand shizmit :P) i was talking to jordan and made a comment about him having adate - and he agreed with me. told me about him having one nextweekend and well I had NO clue how to take that at first so i just hung up on him, called him back later and he said it was a joke but by then, damage was already done. that and when i went home, he had told me to wake him up and give him pizza, so i did and he got all... what ever. i dont know. i just dont like how he acts like i'm a burden to him when i just did something nice.
I almost wish that Jordan would either move out or stop acting like I am a burden. I'm not, and I know it. atleast I hope not haha. anywas.... so we'll go to the rockey horror picture show tonite - i'm asking Dwayne if he'll want to come with us and... yeah :-) that's it. i'll update later tonite and tell you how everything went so far.
I almost wish that Jordan would either move out or stop acting like I am a burden. I'm not, and I know it. atleast I hope not haha. anywas.... so we'll go to the rockey horror picture show tonite - i'm asking Dwayne if he'll want to come with us and... yeah :-) that's it. i'll update later tonite and tell you how everything went so far.