There I go . . . thinkin' of you again . . . .
Now, this isn't a hateful or sadistic entry, this is just a entry for all of my peoples out there who have been, still are being, getting used to, and just plain tired of being hurt and disheartened at every turn when it comes to the opposite sex. If ya with me too, then holla at cha boi by leaving a comment.
To The One That Should Have Gotten Away:
Now, how did I let you get so deep inside?
It's like my brain's on drugs yo, cooked and fried.
I should've listened to them and I should've crept away
But yet all you had to do was wink and smile and I stayed.
So what does that me? An asshole? A fool?
I guess it do 'cause my dumb ass stayed and kicked it with you.
As I lay in my bed, thoughts rumbling in my head
The more tears I shed I think of what Incubus said
"When she woke in the morning
She knew that her life had passed her by
And she called out a warning (warning)
Don't ever let life pass you by."
So please someone tell me, why couldn't I see?
Why is it that I'm so easy to deceive? And I'll believe . . .
. . . . anything that you want me to
And accept it like a little good boy too.
All I want to do is cry. All I want to do it shout.
I wanna get to the peak of the mountain, let it all out.
Tried to give you love and attention and all that jazz
But in the end, I'm the one always lookin' like a spaz.
My feelings for you were so true and so sincere
But you just kicked them around, over here and over there.
I wasn't ready, just a fool with no clue
Sittin' here wonderin' what the fuck I'm gonna do.
Well I'll tell you what I will do, and this ain't no lie
I refuse to sit here anymore and whine and cry.
I'ma get off my ass, live life with some sense
I'ma start to have fun, maybe at your expense.
Shit, you did it to me, so I'ma return the favor
I'ma finally do me and every moment I will savor.
So I'ma just mellow out and turn my radio
Boyz II Men on the station and I think the song goes . . .
. . . ."Don't have to stay with someone that makes you cry
You'll end up killing all the love you have inside
Can't hope to see the sun if you don't open your eyes"
So I'ma get my head right before real love passes me by.
My love, you had it at once, but you can forget it
Want it again huh? "No, you're never gonna get it."
Like En Vouge said, that all those feelings have fled
If you wanna be my lover, then you better be ready to break bread.
There once was a time when you were the only one that I could see
The only reason I awoke in the morning. The only one for me.
But now times have changed and now I can breathe
Because you're not my air supply anymore, I'm doin' it for me.
So I'ma live by Eamon's words, cause they are a fact.
"Fuck you, you hoe, I don't want you back."
Remember, this is all for you, no games shall I play
This is for you, The One That Should Have Gotten Away!
This is something that I just did off the top of my head at work, but if you feelin' it, holla at cha hater. 1(800)585-1051. And in parting, a famous hater sometime says, "If you want to sail big ships, you have to go where the water is deep."
To The One That Should Have Gotten Away:
Now, how did I let you get so deep inside?
It's like my brain's on drugs yo, cooked and fried.
I should've listened to them and I should've crept away
But yet all you had to do was wink and smile and I stayed.
So what does that me? An asshole? A fool?
I guess it do 'cause my dumb ass stayed and kicked it with you.
As I lay in my bed, thoughts rumbling in my head
The more tears I shed I think of what Incubus said
"When she woke in the morning
She knew that her life had passed her by
And she called out a warning (warning)
Don't ever let life pass you by."
So please someone tell me, why couldn't I see?
Why is it that I'm so easy to deceive? And I'll believe . . .
. . . . anything that you want me to
And accept it like a little good boy too.
All I want to do is cry. All I want to do it shout.
I wanna get to the peak of the mountain, let it all out.
Tried to give you love and attention and all that jazz
But in the end, I'm the one always lookin' like a spaz.
My feelings for you were so true and so sincere
But you just kicked them around, over here and over there.
I wasn't ready, just a fool with no clue
Sittin' here wonderin' what the fuck I'm gonna do.
Well I'll tell you what I will do, and this ain't no lie
I refuse to sit here anymore and whine and cry.
I'ma get off my ass, live life with some sense
I'ma start to have fun, maybe at your expense.
Shit, you did it to me, so I'ma return the favor
I'ma finally do me and every moment I will savor.
So I'ma just mellow out and turn my radio
Boyz II Men on the station and I think the song goes . . .
. . . ."Don't have to stay with someone that makes you cry
You'll end up killing all the love you have inside
Can't hope to see the sun if you don't open your eyes"
So I'ma get my head right before real love passes me by.
My love, you had it at once, but you can forget it
Want it again huh? "No, you're never gonna get it."
Like En Vouge said, that all those feelings have fled
If you wanna be my lover, then you better be ready to break bread.
There once was a time when you were the only one that I could see
The only reason I awoke in the morning. The only one for me.
But now times have changed and now I can breathe
Because you're not my air supply anymore, I'm doin' it for me.
So I'ma live by Eamon's words, cause they are a fact.
"Fuck you, you hoe, I don't want you back."
Remember, this is all for you, no games shall I play
This is for you, The One That Should Have Gotten Away!
This is something that I just did off the top of my head at work, but if you feelin' it, holla at cha hater. 1(800)585-1051. And in parting, a famous hater sometime says, "If you want to sail big ships, you have to go where the water is deep."