Feb 23, 2005 15:01
I don't know what the hell is wrong wit me lately... I can't stop thinking... negitively, that is. For some gay ass reason I keep thinking that Arrine and I aren't going anywhere even though he reassures me that he does love me and he does want us to be together. I don't know maybe I'm just scared because of our history. I don't want the heartach of losing him again. He means the world to me he honestly does... what is a girl to do? How do I talk to Arrine about this and how do I put my feelings into words? Some PLEASE help!!!
*SIDE NOTE*
I finally got a job working at super petz... it's kewl... I guess. It's better than nothing I suppose. I just hope that I can get my car fixed A.S.A.P.