Memory lane
I'm heading down that dark, eerie road again. Heading towards the place I've hated for so long. Memory lane.
The road is all to well known to my disturbed soul. Full of anger, hatred aand pain. A place I've hidden and locked away deep with in my mind. As well as tried so despertly to forget for so many years. Always avoiding it with a deadly desire to forget the horrers of my past. A drak miserable twisted lane that, though Ii try, is unaviodable.
Only when I'm awake or locked within, held so closely to him, Arrine's arms can I forget and momentarily hide from the hidious memories, but when I dream it all comes back to me. Haunting me like a black deadly panther stalking it's next meal.
How come I can run and run, for miles and miles never stopping. Or lock myself away in my room but I still cannot run from myself and the dradful memories my twisted mind holds deep within it's hiden pits.
The road is all to well known to my disturbed soul. Full of anger, hatred aand pain. A place I've hidden and locked away deep with in my mind. As well as tried so despertly to forget for so many years. Always avoiding it with a deadly desire to forget the horrers of my past. A drak miserable twisted lane that, though Ii try, is unaviodable.
Only when I'm awake or locked within, held so closely to him, Arrine's arms can I forget and momentarily hide from the hidious memories, but when I dream it all comes back to me. Haunting me like a black deadly panther stalking it's next meal.
How come I can run and run, for miles and miles never stopping. Or lock myself away in my room but I still cannot run from myself and the dradful memories my twisted mind holds deep within it's hiden pits.