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So, I don't know exactly how this all works. But today is the two month anniversary of my sister's death. Desirae committed suicide November 15, 2012. I found her laptop in the stuff her roommate sent back to me, and found this website in her history. I don't want to go snooping around because I'm afraid of what I'll find.
I know my sister wasn't perfect, and she had many, many problems. Before she committed, it seemed she gave up everything. Her ballet, her violin and piano, barely went to school, barely got out of bed. I knew I should have been doing something, should've gotten her help like my instincts told me to. But I didn't because she was Rae, she always got past it all.
I can't go into details, but she didn't get past this.
It's heartbreaking, but I am sad to say that Rae won't be coming back to this website.
I know she talked about how much she loved this website, and all the thanks she gave for the friends and things she made on this site.
I have to say thank you, for making my sister smile sometimes.
Esperanza Martinez
Rae, I know you can't see this, but I miss you. Gio misses you. We all miss you. We love you, Rae, you were really an angel.
I love you.
Anza
I know my sister wasn't perfect, and she had many, many problems. Before she committed, it seemed she gave up everything. Her ballet, her violin and piano, barely went to school, barely got out of bed. I knew I should have been doing something, should've gotten her help like my instincts told me to. But I didn't because she was Rae, she always got past it all.
I can't go into details, but she didn't get past this.
It's heartbreaking, but I am sad to say that Rae won't be coming back to this website.
I know she talked about how much she loved this website, and all the thanks she gave for the friends and things she made on this site.
I have to say thank you, for making my sister smile sometimes.
Esperanza Martinez
Rae, I know you can't see this, but I miss you. Gio misses you. We all miss you. We love you, Rae, you were really an angel.
I love you.
Anza