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to whom it may concern,
my soul is very young. i am very new to "awareness." even though i "know," i lapse. often. i am very sorry. i am sorry for any hurt or frutstration i may cause. i don't mean to. but i sometimes forget my awareness, and fall into old patterns. it's hard, because it is so new for me. i understand - i grok - if you don't want to deal with it; though it won't make it hurt any less for me if you pull away. my soul will mourn for the loss of connection. and, i can only beg for forgiveness, and hopefully an honest indication of the direction i should take. this is my insanity. this is my burden. i am sorry if i have proved a barrier to your path.
my soul is very young. i am very new to "awareness." even though i "know," i lapse. often. i am very sorry. i am sorry for any hurt or frutstration i may cause. i don't mean to. but i sometimes forget my awareness, and fall into old patterns. it's hard, because it is so new for me. i understand - i grok - if you don't want to deal with it; though it won't make it hurt any less for me if you pull away. my soul will mourn for the loss of connection. and, i can only beg for forgiveness, and hopefully an honest indication of the direction i should take. this is my insanity. this is my burden. i am sorry if i have proved a barrier to your path.