Losing Self: An entitled response to the complexities of finals
i. Denial the Key to a Happy Marriage? Sometimes I wonder what people are studying nowadays... although this is at least slightly valid, but sort of sad:(
ALSO: SPRAY ON CONDOMS have arrived. Nothing like slipping out to the bathroom for 2-3 minutes to spray on your condom so nothing ruins the mood. For the life of me, I can't figure out how this works. Also handy if your wife wants to get pregnant, but you don't.
ii. Am bitter at certain people in RL. I almost liked it better when I was only angry at myself Now it's just.. crazy.
Some letters...
Dear Gentleman,
I don't appreciate the fact you talk bad about me behind my back, called my best friend a whore, overreact to every minor situation, and here's the kicker. You didn't even ask. You have no idea what the situation was or how it really happened, you just sit there on your high moral pedestal looking down at me when you should really be looking at yourself. You make your girlfriend feel like shit sometimes and I think you'd rather be in a relationship that you don't like than be alone [I fully admit this is not entirely fair as I'm sure you sort of have a fondness for your gf].
In conclusions, you are an asshole, so stop pretending to be my friend.
Dear Special,
You are a good friend and I'll miss you next year:(
Dear Lab,
WHY THE HELL DO YOU HATE ME SO? No, going behind my back like that was not cool. I mean I don't expect paragraph long emails, but knowing you were going in to complete the last section would have been nice. You know... maybe I would have showed up since this is worth 50% of our grade and all..
/end angst
iii. Have been catching up on dracolicious drama:) Oh, interesting stuff....♥
iv. jay_hay has convinced me to read some Twilight fanfic. It is AU/AH and a lot of the character names are changed... basically it's like an original fic. It's called Wide Awake by angstgoddess003:) Apparently, Edward and Bella have had traumatic experiences in the past and now can't sleep. BUT THEN they make this amazing discovery where they realize if they sleep TOGETHER they don't have nightmares. I'll admit, I'm a total sucker for plot devices like this. Objects of Desire anyone? I loved that scene where they get back together after not being able to sleep for so long.
*for those of you who don't know me, I am not a Twilight fan. I have a loose don't ask, don't tell policy about it. As in I can make fun of it with you if you want or I can let you enjoy your life as I'm sure other people find an HP addiction strange.
Speaking of that fic, I want to reread it.
Sigh, sometimes I feel like I'm becoming one of those people who are stuck in the "good old days". I mean I think I'm following 2 WIPs (AND THEY ARE AWESOME), but instead of reading new fic I'm rereading all the ones I've read previously and liked a lot or authors that I know write well. I know new fic is being written, but for whatever reason, I don't find them as satisfying or interesting as the older stuff. RECS anyone? I have so many tabs open and all I want to do is read, but I need something that will just amaze me.
v. Found out about my housing next year. Apparently, one should definitely not have sex as the walls are even thinner than in my current room:)
vi. FINALS! I have 4 finals and 1 term paper. All I want to do is go home and get away from school.
It's an issue!
vii. ORGANIC CHEMISTRY! I WILL BREAK YOU BEFORE YOU BREAK ME!
I have learned that neuroscience in not real.
ALSO: SPRAY ON CONDOMS have arrived. Nothing like slipping out to the bathroom for 2-3 minutes to spray on your condom so nothing ruins the mood. For the life of me, I can't figure out how this works. Also handy if your wife wants to get pregnant, but you don't.
ii. Am bitter at certain people in RL. I almost liked it better when I was only angry at myself Now it's just.. crazy.
Some letters...
Dear Gentleman,
I don't appreciate the fact you talk bad about me behind my back, called my best friend a whore, overreact to every minor situation, and here's the kicker. You didn't even ask. You have no idea what the situation was or how it really happened, you just sit there on your high moral pedestal looking down at me when you should really be looking at yourself. You make your girlfriend feel like shit sometimes and I think you'd rather be in a relationship that you don't like than be alone [I fully admit this is not entirely fair as I'm sure you sort of have a fondness for your gf].
In conclusions, you are an asshole, so stop pretending to be my friend.
Dear Special,
You are a good friend and I'll miss you next year:(
Dear Lab,
WHY THE HELL DO YOU HATE ME SO? No, going behind my back like that was not cool. I mean I don't expect paragraph long emails, but knowing you were going in to complete the last section would have been nice. You know... maybe I would have showed up since this is worth 50% of our grade and all..
/end angst
iii. Have been catching up on dracolicious drama:) Oh, interesting stuff....♥
iv. jay_hay has convinced me to read some Twilight fanfic. It is AU/AH and a lot of the character names are changed... basically it's like an original fic. It's called Wide Awake by angstgoddess003:) Apparently, Edward and Bella have had traumatic experiences in the past and now can't sleep. BUT THEN they make this amazing discovery where they realize if they sleep TOGETHER they don't have nightmares. I'll admit, I'm a total sucker for plot devices like this. Objects of Desire anyone? I loved that scene where they get back together after not being able to sleep for so long.
*for those of you who don't know me, I am not a Twilight fan. I have a loose don't ask, don't tell policy about it. As in I can make fun of it with you if you want or I can let you enjoy your life as I'm sure other people find an HP addiction strange.
Speaking of that fic, I want to reread it.
Sigh, sometimes I feel like I'm becoming one of those people who are stuck in the "good old days". I mean I think I'm following 2 WIPs (AND THEY ARE AWESOME), but instead of reading new fic I'm rereading all the ones I've read previously and liked a lot or authors that I know write well. I know new fic is being written, but for whatever reason, I don't find them as satisfying or interesting as the older stuff. RECS anyone? I have so many tabs open and all I want to do is read, but I need something that will just amaze me.
v. Found out about my housing next year. Apparently, one should definitely not have sex as the walls are even thinner than in my current room:)
vi. FINALS! I have 4 finals and 1 term paper. All I want to do is go home and get away from school.
It's an issue!
vii. ORGANIC CHEMISTRY! I WILL BREAK YOU BEFORE YOU BREAK ME!
I have learned that neuroscience in not real.