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I feel like my life is at a stand still. I don't think I'm doing that well in school so far. A lot of my classes don't make sense, linguistics in particular. I have no motivation to do anything, and the list of things I NEED to do keeps getting longer. I don't think I've done more than three readings for my classes this term. The only thing I've looked forward to with any great happiness has been High School Musical 3 and Andy.
I think a lot of it has to do with me not taking my pills for months. I just kept forgetting and doing fine without them. I don't think I'm doing fine anymore. But I hate the feeling they give me when I start taking them after all of it's left my system. I get jittery and exhausted easily, and every little action stresses me out. I know it'd be better once I've been taking them again for a while, but I just don't want to. But I'm doing so bad in life right now that I think I have to. I hate having to depend on pills.
Sigh. I'm going to go finish my homework now. Does anyone even still USE livejournal? I know I didn't post for a couple months.
I think a lot of it has to do with me not taking my pills for months. I just kept forgetting and doing fine without them. I don't think I'm doing fine anymore. But I hate the feeling they give me when I start taking them after all of it's left my system. I get jittery and exhausted easily, and every little action stresses me out. I know it'd be better once I've been taking them again for a while, but I just don't want to. But I'm doing so bad in life right now that I think I have to. I hate having to depend on pills.
Sigh. I'm going to go finish my homework now. Does anyone even still USE livejournal? I know I didn't post for a couple months.