Crawling
I hope it's only because of the way this week it structured that I'm in such a mood. I'm getting angry at my teachers fairly quickly- at least the classes that a am being to loathe attending. I have to drag myself to English each day and Government might as well be a joke.
I l-o-v-e-d English last year. I had the greatest teacher of all time and I felt that I was constantly learning something worth my while. This year I feel like I'm sitting in the stagant rot that is becoming my brain. Every main character in the four books we've read kills someone or several people and then bitch with their exitenialist bullshit. I may be a bit harsh, it's only the most recent book that has evoked such distaste. I literally threw it across the room after reading the last words.
To remember a better time- ah Saturday. That was great. The perfect amount of people came, everyone seemed to enjoy themselves, I laughed a few times til I cried, met a few new people, and got to hang with Birdie again. So great. We JCing people need to hang- Birdie and I thought maybe we could meet at Fairfax Corner since we all live roughly 20 minutes from it verus the 40-60 minutes we are from each other.
I should return to my studies. My mood has affected my work habits. Or Senoritis has taken hold. Either way I hope to be like normal people and study less and still reach the same grade.
I l-o-v-e-d English last year. I had the greatest teacher of all time and I felt that I was constantly learning something worth my while. This year I feel like I'm sitting in the stagant rot that is becoming my brain. Every main character in the four books we've read kills someone or several people and then bitch with their exitenialist bullshit. I may be a bit harsh, it's only the most recent book that has evoked such distaste. I literally threw it across the room after reading the last words.
To remember a better time- ah Saturday. That was great. The perfect amount of people came, everyone seemed to enjoy themselves, I laughed a few times til I cried, met a few new people, and got to hang with Birdie again. So great. We JCing people need to hang- Birdie and I thought maybe we could meet at Fairfax Corner since we all live roughly 20 minutes from it verus the 40-60 minutes we are from each other.
I should return to my studies. My mood has affected my work habits. Or Senoritis has taken hold. Either way I hope to be like normal people and study less and still reach the same grade.