geeze, one day late and everyones already said everything...genuineem323June 1 2006, 18:56:14 UTC
My my my, what to say that hasn't already been said?
I guess I'll start with the whole Noah/LGC thing. I agree with what Nicole said ( I think it's Nicole I don't feel like scrolling back up to check but I'm pretty sure it was her ) Mike was your first REAL love, we're not talking Jordan Nelson in 2nd grade gave me a piece of wire he found on the ground love, we're talking heart skips a beat when you see him, miss him so much you cry, love him when you hate him love. And with most people, when the first love is gone, there's a closure or an actual ending. Even though, I dont think a first love ever truly dies, the ability to maintain a relationship with that person does. But at this point, you have no 'closure' for mike.. noah. damnit. i hate when people are complicated with names. Anyways, so back to what I was saying. The only reason you can think of that you're not together right now, is the distance. There was no real reason for the relationship to end other than he moved. and with most people... that could have been the closure.. but you two... you crazy kids... vowed that you didnt want that to be the end, and that you wanted to try and make it work. And since then you've visited and called and kept up with eachother. And that's why you're in love with two people.
There's the boy that stole your heart, and there's the boy who's giving you his. One's here, one's there. One completes you, and one matches you.
It's hard decision. And it makes me think of the 8th existential tenate "Choice is always possible, but what is not possible is not to choose" You can pick LGC, or you can pick Noah, but you've got to pick one, or neither. Follow your heart, and don't think about getting hurt. Someone will get hurt. But you know what? It doesn't matter, everyones already hurt... and we're human. We've been blessed with the amazing ability to cope with pain and move on with our lives to find true happiness. You've heard those stories about families who go through horrific losses and tragedy in a year, but they still manage to come out of it with a smile. Kait, it's gonna be hard, and it's going to hurt. But you can make the choice. I know you can.
Now, since I haven't known you the longest, or the best, or the anything really lol =P, I'll just base this next statement on what I've seen of you so far. You've fared through rougher storms than this, and found a tiny star of light on the darkest of nights, you'll do that with this too.
I guess I'll start with the whole Noah/LGC thing. I agree with what Nicole said ( I think it's Nicole I don't feel like scrolling back up to check but I'm pretty sure it was her ) Mike was your first REAL love, we're not talking Jordan Nelson in 2nd grade gave me a piece of wire he found on the ground love, we're talking heart skips a beat when you see him, miss him so much you cry, love him when you hate him love. And with most people, when the first love is gone, there's a closure or an actual ending. Even though, I dont think a first love ever truly dies, the ability to maintain a relationship with that person does. But at this point, you have no 'closure' for mike.. noah. damnit. i hate when people are complicated with names. Anyways, so back to what I was saying. The only reason you can think of that you're not together right now, is the distance. There was no real reason for the relationship to end other than he moved. and with most people... that could have been the closure.. but you two... you crazy kids... vowed that you didnt want that to be the end, and that you wanted to try and make it work. And since then you've visited and called and kept up with eachother. And that's why you're in love with two people.
There's the boy that stole your heart, and there's the boy who's giving you his. One's here, one's there. One completes you, and one matches you.
It's hard decision. And it makes me think of the 8th existential tenate "Choice is always possible, but what is not possible is not to choose" You can pick LGC, or you can pick Noah, but you've got to pick one, or neither. Follow your heart, and don't think about getting hurt. Someone will get hurt. But you know what? It doesn't matter, everyones already hurt... and we're human. We've been blessed with the amazing ability to cope with pain and move on with our lives to find true happiness. You've heard those stories about families who go through horrific losses and tragedy in a year, but they still manage to come out of it with a smile. Kait, it's gonna be hard, and it's going to hurt. But you can make the choice. I know you can.
Now, since I haven't known you the longest, or the best, or the anything really lol =P, I'll just base this next statement on what I've seen of you so far. You've fared through rougher storms than this, and found a tiny star of light on the darkest of nights, you'll do that with this too.
I love you!
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