Eh im starting to get used to this loneliness. Im not saying i dont miss her cause i do i miss her very badly more and more as each day goes by. But im becoming used to it just like i did during my depressive period. She told me shes starting to feel better. Though shes very tired. I want to see her again.
Today hung out with nathan, kelly (other kelly), and mike. We walked so much im never doing that shit again. Did that for awhile until my mom called me (drunk) and started going crazy. So i went home and nathan and mike came with me. And my step dad starts talking to nathan mike and me like were little fucking kids. They leave and they go crazy on me again. My step dads a little pansy bitch and wont stand up for himself and goes along with whatever my mom says. And i told him so. And i warned them they ever pull that shit again im leaving. Im fucking tired of it ive delt with it long enough.
Eh i got kinda bored and took this little mental disorder quiz.
DisorderRating
Paranoid:Moderate
Schizoid:Very High
Schizotypal:Low
Antisocial:High
Borderline:Low
Histrionic:Low
Narcissistic:Moderate
Avoidant:Low
Dependent:Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:Low
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