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Its all i can think about, but hardly ever dream about. Someone who is not right for me, and never will be. I discovered i just need the attention, to feel im the only one, thats what i get high on nowadays. Its pretty pathetic really, when my whole focus can be so astutely turned to one 'problem' that benefits no one and harms only myself. I hear that "we all do it" lose ourselves in love. this is not even love, does it warrant such a reaction? All this was was a testament to who i truly am. Someone that needs to be needed in order to feel okay, and someone that does not follow her own creed.