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Feel as though some magic combination of words will finally make me stop wanting. If i can smooth out this paper and then spill on it, like cherry koolaid overflowing a pitcher, my words would reach carrying capacity on this page then finally...calm
That will never be so, and everyone will leave, everything will change, i will lose my girlish figure, my cat will die, and i will miss the mountains..home.
But what if, what if i could say enough to make the craving, the hunger deep in my core--stop. Do we all do this? Fill it with anything? food, sex, smoke, love, running, music. I have a voracious apetite.
Im tired. Tired of running.
That will never be so, and everyone will leave, everything will change, i will lose my girlish figure, my cat will die, and i will miss the mountains..home.
But what if, what if i could say enough to make the craving, the hunger deep in my core--stop. Do we all do this? Fill it with anything? food, sex, smoke, love, running, music. I have a voracious apetite.
Im tired. Tired of running.