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Damn....i went back through some entries of mine.....my ramblings hardly sound like me!!
Most of them are so depressing...im hoping its because i usually write in here when something less-than-extraordinary happens.
I knwo that i havent been my usual bubbly self lately...when did that change?
Has it just been this summer, because i dont even feel like myself....i forgot what myself was supposed to feel like. Maybe its just because im usually alone and working on soemthing, and when everything is fun and funny im with other people.
Heh, trying to write a post that isnt depressing just blew the fuck up in my face.
Most of them are so depressing...im hoping its because i usually write in here when something less-than-extraordinary happens.
I knwo that i havent been my usual bubbly self lately...when did that change?
Has it just been this summer, because i dont even feel like myself....i forgot what myself was supposed to feel like. Maybe its just because im usually alone and working on soemthing, and when everything is fun and funny im with other people.
Heh, trying to write a post that isnt depressing just blew the fuck up in my face.