Oct 21, 2002 22:51
Why is it that one of my characteristics cannot be apathy?
I'm cursed. Unjaded. And yet seemingly jaded and cynical. A pathetic attempt to be unconcerned.
From friends to work it follows me. I wish for just one moment I could turn off this nagging voice in my head asking, "Why?" "Why not?" "What if?" For once I wish I could just be, sitting on the couch, watching tv.
Shut up!