I'm fine...
It took encouragement and the threat of congested traffic on Fall Creek to get me out of bed this morning. I still feel awful from the weekend. And the alarm this morning gave no solace.
I still say, people are stupid. Not just men, not women, not the objects of our affection; just people. Even me.
I want to curl up with my down comforter and forget today, tomorrow and the next. I'm tired, sick and apathetic.
Why is it then when you have an opportunity to move up or progress as an individual, people who you thought were your friends can do nothing but criticize and be bitter and jealous? Now, it is egotistical for me to assume people are jealous of me, especially my friends. A friend. But what else could it be. As soon as I made mention to my friend and coworker Janell that I have been invited to interview for a new position she's acted different toward me. My boss too. It's not that I think I am above my current position. It's not that I don't like my side of the service area. It's simply that I have the opportunity to not only do something that actually challenges me, but a job that will help me in the future.
I am being ridiculous.
I still say, people are stupid. Not just men, not women, not the objects of our affection; just people. Even me.
I want to curl up with my down comforter and forget today, tomorrow and the next. I'm tired, sick and apathetic.
Why is it then when you have an opportunity to move up or progress as an individual, people who you thought were your friends can do nothing but criticize and be bitter and jealous? Now, it is egotistical for me to assume people are jealous of me, especially my friends. A friend. But what else could it be. As soon as I made mention to my friend and coworker Janell that I have been invited to interview for a new position she's acted different toward me. My boss too. It's not that I think I am above my current position. It's not that I don't like my side of the service area. It's simply that I have the opportunity to not only do something that actually challenges me, but a job that will help me in the future.
I am being ridiculous.