What you wish for
Brian and I are...ok. We're still "on a break" and not seeing other people and still saying I love you to one another, so frankly it doesn't quite make sense to me. We talked about everything with his dad, and how I don't understand this break business because we don't see each other anyway, and that although I did want to be with him, I didn't
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Secondly, Matt IMed me too the other night. I thought it was just to catch up and stuff, but I now think it's because he wants to make friends with me so maybe i'll encourage you to get back with him which would never happen in my life and now I am quite disgusted with the possibility. I mean that he would want to im me for that reason, not that you two might get back together. Maybe that's not the reason he imed me, but it's kind of weird that it was like a day after you broke up with brian. Also, that really pisses me off. I mean, I fucking hate it when guys do that to girls, it's so tactless. Right after you break up with brian you can count on matt to jump right in there and try to horn his way back into your life. Did he even talk to you about the whole brian thing before he sent you that im? And does he really think that what you need right now is a proposition from him saying that if things don't work out with brian you can always look forward to a nice dysfunctional relationship with him?
Oh, by the way, sorry for drunk iming you last night. Thought I'd throw that in there.
I had a bunch to say about calling Mike... or calling any guy for that matter, but thought it was perhaps inappropriate for an lj comment. I think we need to talk about it when I see you in a couple of weeks. If things are still the same, that is.
Oh, speaking of seeing you - my mom decided to get plane tickets to florida on the 19th instead of the 20th, so... I don't know, if you have free time at night on the 18th then could we hang out then? My plane gets in around 5:00ish, then my mom and I are going to dinner and maybe some shopping, so if you can hang out around 8 or 9 for a while that would be really nice. I think the plane tickets for florida are at night on the 19th so we can hang out in the morning on the 19th if we have to. I don't know I just want to see you for a while when I get home because it will be a while till I see you again after that and, as I made quite clear last night, I miss you tons. :)
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