What's this I'm feeling...?
I haven't written for some time....But...this is imprtant to me.
Y'know, when Selph first gave me this journal, I thought she was nuts. But, now that I think 'bout it, maybe some memories are nice to hold onto, ya know?
I recently noticed how the commander and Dickhead seem to be getting alone lately....they're....really 'close' now. I guess I felt left out, and alone.
So like always, I went to vist Ma, maybe get some advice...but she was out visitn' Aunttie Vera over in Deling, so I was stuck alone. That's...when I met Him. He was so strange at first. Kinda cold and aloof, like Squallie. Liked to use alotta big words. He had this weird weapon too, a 'scyth' he called it....and it was pink. Like the sakura blossoms I used ta care for with Matron.
...Marluxia. There's something about him...He made me feel so many things I'd never even dreamt of!! Ma said...when that happens...it's usually 'cause you're in love. Could I...be falling for him?
But...does he even see anything in me? Dickhead was right...who'd ever fall for a guy like me? I'm loud, annoying and way too loyal ta Squall ta ever try and leave Garden.
...Maybe, I'm just drownin in a hopeless dream.
Y'know, when Selph first gave me this journal, I thought she was nuts. But, now that I think 'bout it, maybe some memories are nice to hold onto, ya know?
I recently noticed how the commander and Dickhead seem to be getting alone lately....they're....really 'close' now. I guess I felt left out, and alone.
So like always, I went to vist Ma, maybe get some advice...but she was out visitn' Aunttie Vera over in Deling, so I was stuck alone. That's...when I met Him. He was so strange at first. Kinda cold and aloof, like Squallie. Liked to use alotta big words. He had this weird weapon too, a 'scyth' he called it....and it was pink. Like the sakura blossoms I used ta care for with Matron.
...Marluxia. There's something about him...He made me feel so many things I'd never even dreamt of!! Ma said...when that happens...it's usually 'cause you're in love. Could I...be falling for him?
But...does he even see anything in me? Dickhead was right...who'd ever fall for a guy like me? I'm loud, annoying and way too loyal ta Squall ta ever try and leave Garden.
...Maybe, I'm just drownin in a hopeless dream.